Engulfed

All by myself, nobody around
Engulfed in silence, except one sound
The sound of my pathetic cries
The vision of tears falling from my eyes
Tears for a reason that I couldn't figure out
Tears that I deserved, there was no doubt
Nobody to stop them, no matter how hard they tried
Nobody around anyway so I just sat and cried
Not like anybody could understand, nobody ever did
These incommunicable feelings, of myself I wanted to rid
I hated myself, I truly did, I cried so many nights
I had a war with the monsters in my head, but won none of the fights
Look how truly pathetic I am, Why does no one see?
All I needed and wanted was help, why would nobody help me?
In answer to my own question, the reason is no one cares
I thought that I could last alone, but its something nobody dares
Everybody needs someone, no matter who it may be
But it seems everybody has someone, everybody except me

© VEM