I'm Sorry

I'm sorry I'm a fuck up
& I can't do anything right
I'm sorry I'm no good at all
& that I'm not very bright
I'm sorry for my actions
& my uncontrolled emotions
I'm sorry that I cry so much
It's just a simple notion
I'm sorry that I get so mad
When things don't go my way
I'm sorry that I always wish
Everything would go away
I'm sorry you think I hate you
Though that could never be
I'm sorry you think that you're the problem
When it always turns out to be me
I'm sorry that I hurt you
Everytime I cut myself
I'm sorry, but it's impossible
To put my feelings on the shelf
I'm sorry that I get depressed
& ruin your good mood
I'm sorry if that bothers you
I'm sorry I seem rude
I'm sorry I can't help myself
& that you chose to be my friend
Because the way I'm always acting
Is why friendships always end.
I'm sorry I've lost all control
& can't find my way out
I'm sorry that nobody can help me
No matter how I scream and shout
I'm sorry that you seem to suffer
Whenever my mood changes
I'm sorry I can't hide these things
They come in different ranges
I'm sorry that I'm always jealous
When I don't have the one I desire
I'm sorry theres nobody to help me
Lift my moods up highed
I'm sorry that I lie sometimes
Just to hide what's true
It's only so you don't know my feelings
I do it just for you
I'm sorry that I cannot change
& that I am only me
I'm sorry that I hide my thoughts
It's what's best for you to see.

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