I blew my chance
I know it
and i understand
I managed to ruin it
Something that could have been
So perfect
If I could take it all back
I would have never made problems
The way I did
I know how bad it looked
And I regret that
I just want to be understood
Nothing meant anything
Except for that one
Looking at myself
Through other perspectives
is enough to make me sick
There never was a list
Just a few innocent kisses
That blew my chance
To get what I really wanted

© VEM