It's me who makes my body hurt,
It's me who always loves the ones,
It's me who can't find happiness,
It's me who makes my tangible pain,
It's me who doesn't know what I deserve,
So now it's you who causes my hurt, © VEM
It's me who makes the pain,
It's me who tries to fight the monsters,
And me who thinks I'm insane.
That I know I'll never get,
It's me who's upset about everything,
And me who throws the fits.
It's me with those sad eyes,
It's me who can't do anything right,
And me who always cries.
And who thinks I'm friends with death,
Yet me who wonders what dying is like,
With each and every breath.
And me who fell for you,
But it's YOU who said you loved me,
And my vulnerability sought it true.
It's you who makes my pain,
And now it's YOU who is my monster,
I know I'm not insane.