sitting
surrounded by people
that i thought were my friends
and some of them
may very well be
but some of them arent
even close
its not like im some kind of
terrible person
its not like i intentionally hurt anybody
in fact
serious hurtful words
never even popped into my head
i dont understand
why people cant like me
for who i am
its not like im evil
or even a bitch
its not like i've done anything
to make them hate me
they just do
for their own unknown reasons
how insulting
to be liked
then kissed
then hated
for that
i didnt instigate
a single thing that happened
i mean sure i might have hinted towards things
but never physically carried them out
i thought i could trust them
i was really wrong..
and i cant trust anybody...
not anymore...

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